Appreciation of a dear friend.

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Here how she means to me!

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Why I think she is a true friend to me!

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Jinx is very much of a sweetheart when I felt something tugging me to join AA, or I just got fed up with myself trying to decide if I want to go back to roleplaying or not from what happened to me at one point, in the years 2015-2016.

I will try not to discuss that time of my life since it's nothing for me to be proud of.

when I saw this community at one point on Magix-Winx-Lovers leader picks. I just clicked joined, at almost right away after checking around the community I got a comment from Jinx, again I was naive when I joined so I asked practically dumb questions to her, I even did not know which dorm to join so she gave me two suggestions 1-A or 1-B, to me (now Dorm Space or Dorm Storm) though she also recommended me 1-B to me, so I chose that one. I felt a little something as she was helping me in the enrollment chat, unknown that it was trust, I never felt anything like that, only hate or anger toward someone else deep in my heart. It had taken me a while to just send a chat to her since I wasn't feeling like I could trust her, says my mind.

My mind was reminding me dearly about when I met my real-life friend when I was starting grade 3, that is under another school district, her name was Azya. who was causing me trouble or getting me into trouble, (I.E ripping off my glasses when I came to school one day wearing them in grade 3 or grade 4, wining to a teacher since I "accidentally" dropped a knife into soapy water, only claiming that I was "purposely" was trying to poke out an eye... you name it. ) Azya was always trouble for me and even my mother thought so and I thought Jinx was the same deep in my mind. I was terrified to tap that "send chat" button.

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Although I gathered the courage to tap that *Send Chat* button, on her profile, I started simple and said Hi, tbh I was a nervous wreck at first, since I was afraid she isn't going to respond to me.

but when she did a whole weight lifted from my shoulders and it felt good. I started by asking her slow and steady questions about the community before I went into the personal ones. I still wasn't sure when it be the right time to ask her if "she wanted to be friends with me" and I still didn't ask that till this day, but I'm sure she got the idea when showed her a part of my bio on my Wattpad where I simply wrote about her; I started to get to know her slowly back then.

I would like to get to know her slowly and sure enough, the terror started up, one time when he used my friend's skype name against her in the community chatroom. I was shocked and felt pity as well as confusion, before it got worse and started to spread around the community I acted quickly and asked her and told her. she told me that was close to her real name and it was indeed. She was furious and took action.

I know how it feels when a name was used against you, in a bad light and I don't want that to happen to her if it spreads across all of the community. I hated when people used to call me "Rosa" over and over again.

originally my main oc was named Rosa...

not long after she left AA after a fight with the creator, that will remain nameless and I went after her because I wanted to know why she left and everything behind it. That's how Alfea University Amino came into play. Both of us wanted a haven away, from this community and away from him. I even learned her real name. no one is going to get that out of me, I promised her and I won't tell to anyone.

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Sure we had a few fights and arguments, in the near past last year; but that makes our friendship stronger.

I learned things from her, like how to directly delete wikis from the archive since I had no idea how to do that till she gave me instructions on how. and yes I was the one who removed all of her wikis from the AA's archive / Favourites. I was glad when I learned other things about her, ones that I will keep quiet; but she is the one who got me interested in anime and I was so happy about it. I can't deny this, sure it had taken me a while to watch Servamp because I was freaking stubborn at making up my mind. although the result she was the one who got me into watching anime, not long after my mother disconnected me from using my cellular data,  I started to watch Blue Exorcist and so forth but that was after she helped me find a handsome dude for my character Yasmin's crush, which later appeared to be from the game and anime Uta no prince-sama (utapri), and I couldn't remember the direct name of it so I had to ask her again.

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Turns out I feel obsessed with the specific character, Tokiya Ichinose after I watched it on eng sub since the anime doesn't have an eng dub at the moment.

not long ago when I was into the Blue Exorcist anime. Kaora comes along and starts me on a path of listening to English Covers of the anime openings and endings also of direct songs from idol animes.

Kaora you aren't off the hook for that... but I guess I am glad to find more English Covers from other animes I want to watch but can't since some are only active on Netflix and I don't know how to get a subscription and things like that.

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Anyway,

I am getting a little off-topic and I think it's time to wrap up this blog; but before I do that I think you might want to hear me explain what makes Jinx my close friend since my words are all over the place with some talk of Kaora and my IRL school friend.

I tend to do that.

Go all over the place when I am directly talking!

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A shorter version of why I Jinx is a best friend of mine!

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well, her qualities I like about her are mostly since she is Kind, Helpful, a sweetheart, trustworthy, resilient, selfless, a good listener, observant and everything that I think a true friend should do.

She even accepted my request to become Jinxed Twins with her... and that made me so happy!!

I think she would be a perfect roommate for me if I would live on my own. She is the best friend I could ask her and I don't regret ever joining Alfea Academy Amino as long she helped me fight into trusting people again.

yup, she did as you noticed I wasn't much into trusting people online again or beginning to trust anyone before I joined AA and she is the reason why I got out of my shell and started to trust people again online.

If it wasn't for Jinx, I would still be unable to trust people and unable to chat with them at pm. Jinx gave a huge impact on me and to this is the extent reason why I went after her and created that hashtag with so much care about her after I heard that she left AA after that situation.

she was hurt and sad, she also felt grateful that someone like me who cares to come to her aid and talk it out. I probably think she was delighted for such a caring person like me; when she read my messages.

I wish for her to meet me in person next year or the year after that.

she gave me an ability to trust people and get me into things I wouldn't dream of getting into, I'm not kidding. Jinx has given me a big impact that makes me feel comfortable around her, who knows I might get back into hugging again in real life.

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Jinx is everything I want in a friend!

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